pain

pain


pain
a martyr feels no pain when the deed is over and done but until then it misery where is the joy they speak of and yet eye hesitated just now to call you liars once when eye was in the classroom the teacher pole beaned me so bad that eye got up and stood at the chalk board with a chalk piece in my hand eye took the eraser and cleaned the board of all they had and this is what eye putt there when it was over what it said
today has been cancelled and eye signed it GOD liek that they were trying to make a newsprinted paper it was an advertising class she spent the rest of her one hour trying to explain to me what the format was and then she gave me a D for Drawing on the chalk board eye very carefully told her that eye cared not for what they printed a girl came into class read the message on the chalk board and tapped the GOD that was in all capital letters and said OH WELL then and turned and left me there eye was a kidd and eye just grinned real big no one had sex at least not with me they only ate the birthday cake and not sharing it with eye think they were ignoring GOD that day you have no clear idea of sorrow until missing someone you love is gone no message from beyond the pain unnoticed by the listeners of songs not like a broken tooth that keeps on breaking in my heart the pieces kept in various places in my pockets just for luck the pain of the limits of the mind can be the pain of sorrows take me down to the river one day and make love all over me take my pain away to her whom it is given may she see the poet and the poem pain