CRUCIBLE

CRUCIBLE

CRUCIBLE
love cause conflicting harm on th eone hand we are commanded to love people on the other hand it hurts so very much to go with missing them so much when they avoid you they are gone and misery has come especially on the Holiday the depression threatens to engulf me the nerves jangle bells going off the elf ish me the wolfish eye so sad but then the message comes and she is safely home again my heart is full of ewe enow the truth of crucible the teeth cracked three on the left side one on the lower right one on the lower left a few old ones still cracked the pain is mostly gone now or ignored or somehow sustained the left foot still lame the head not misshapen yet not quite the potato head heart in love with you the ewe still cares the worry is not fear only the average worry any man has of never finishing his work before he dies the poetry in place for the human race must take the good gem stones with the bad sandstones of time dander ruff danger us phils harmonica Orc a strafings tube stakes bone steaks hard cheese bleu or lime stones crescending over tones of mellow soft piccolo melodious monk beating drum Indian style of boom biff buff boom boom then ruff riff boom then boom boom boom the wind bringing music from Israel pretending to color the desert with the outstanding purple of the cactus flowering among the green thorny cake of the salty enterprises among the puny efforts of a man surviving in the desert looking for his home up there in heaven no where to stay forever on the earth he creeks and pools his water is found in the substance of the rainfalling down all purple is the sky skidding clouds over the moon is red the sky is tearing at his mind if eye wrote pain three times and jagged edges ripping up the fabric of my heart you might begin to see the Crucible or not